I had many first-s recently.

18th Nov.
I had my first class chalet and it was pretty good. Though all the we did were indoor activities (thanks to the rain),  we all had a pretty comfortable time in the chalet, slacking, playing, chatting, mahjong, etc. Maybe we can have another chalet/outing again, then we can have more fun together before JC starts.

20th Nov.
I had my first prom dinner as well. The programmes were pretty entertaining, but the food was so-so. I didn’t get to take photos with everyone, so it’s a bit disappointing ba. And my table didn’t talk much. If I can go for another dinner like that, I will not wear the cardigan, and then I’ll try to take more photos also.

With so many first-s, i wonder if they’ll all become last-s. Haiz.

20th Nov – Now.
Life’s sian. Same old feeling over and over again. May the moody days be over soon.

WHY AM I SO SIAN. ):

See  you soon.

..but now I’m low again i think.

Something slipped my mind today when I was ice skating, and when it returned, I felt a bit sad.

I want to talk about it, but I cannot talk about it.

Sigh.

This absurd, abstract, and boring rant shall end here. Posting photos of ice skating when I have time. In the meantime, enjoy this video. It’s quite nice, though I think the MV is equally absurd and abstract (but not really boring) as my post.

Wedding Dress – Taeyang

Once it reaches 31st October, my blog will be 1 year old. (Happy Birthday to my Wicked Business!!)

And by then, I’m going to be promoted. I still remember sometime last year, around this date, I was about to be promoted as well. It felt a lot more complicated as compared to back then, because this year, I’m not only going to be promoted, but I’ll be out of the high school section as well. Soon, I’m going to graduate from high school.

Feels weird, ya? It’s like all of a sudden, I’m already 16, but I still feel as young and noob as a Sec 1 student.

Tomorrow, I’m going to get back my report book. But before it all ends, I have to say I’m very very very grateful to everyone who made my last year in HCI such a memorable and fruitful one.

I thank all my teachers, especially Mrs. Chan, Mdm. Chiu, Ms. Siew, and Mrs. Seck for creating an impact in my life as a student. I was probably a stupid and dumb kid back then when I first started my Sec. 3 life. But thanks to Mrs. Chan (who gave me invaluable guidance to improve my IH), Mdm. Chiu (for never giving up in ensuring I have the correct attitude to tackle Chinese), Ms. Siew (for being ever so friendly and supportive) and Mrs. Seck (who had brought back my passion for the sciences), I began to grow and mature.

I thank the S.S.Gang (Julian, Kwangyu, Zitao, Cheng An, Yingjie, Clarence, Ziheng, Shawn) for being so inviting, talking to me whenever I’m feeling down or bored, and for all the trips we went together when we’re free. I remember we started off as a clique when we went on study sessions after school. It was fun studying and crapping together.

I also thank the Ban Gang (Daniel, Ching Hun, Norris, Zhenyi, Yongzhi, Benford, Tzeyong) for bringing me joy and fun in class and Hainan. I was probably a very solemn person in the past, but after the Hainan trip, I felt the transformation (even though I didn’t want to admit), and now, I can see more humour in my life.

I thank the Peeps (Sherman, Astley, Walter, Hanquan, Jiaquan, Willy)  for being there for me, cranking me up when I felt really stressed and weird. We had a long way back, and after 4 years, some people left, some people joined, and now, I’m very very glad that after all the quarrels and shoutings, we managed to come together once again.

See, I’m very contented. I’ve learned a lot from 4A2 and everybody, especially Norris and Julian, who are very very good friends and teachers to me. I’m also excited about the individual clique gatherings and class gatherings in the future. And I have to be grateful to God who stayed with me throughout my down period. I thank Him for giving me so many good friends and teachers in my high school life, and I thank Him for never giving up in  me.

Thank to everyone!!! Let’s take some photos tomorrow if we can.

P.S. Sorry if I forgot to include anybody, but no matter what, thanks to you guys!

SAY HI TO PLAYGIRL

Regret.

I know it’s weird to say that I’m stressed. It’s weird because I’m usually close to nonchalent about all these exams thingey.

Sure, I know I must mug, but the fked up stress hardly come up so high to my head in the past.

Maybe it’s because this is my entrance ticket to JC. Maybe it’s because I have a flickering hope that I want to achieve something great before I leave the school. Maybe it’s because I’m worried I can’t make it to the next round.

And I know all these maybe-s are dragging me down.

This is such a fked up obstacle. It’s so insignificant as compared to my Grandfather’s journey till his flame ran out.But I’m lacking the the courage to go on.

I used to think I can’t move on because I didn’t have a vision ahead. But now, I know that other than a vision, I need the courage to walk to my vision.

Seems like, I have to throw away all the stress for now.

4 more days.

Well, why not? I’ll just do whatever comes my way. If I can’t do it, I guess it’s a good lesson to learn to have more faith and courage in life, before fear engulfs all your guts to brave all failures.

WELL, WHY NOT? (Hopefully reiterating this will imprint this into my head.)

P.S. Thanks a lot to everybody who still comes my blog. I’m glad there are still so many of you visiting and then wishing me good luck on MSN. Appreciate a lot. Saved me when I was on the verge.

This is the last year in high school.

It’s your last chance to mug.

Mug now before it’s over.

BRACE YOURSELF.

Why is a traditional chinese wake so much like mass tourism ?!

It’s like the void deck is your hotel, and the priest is the tour guide. You can ban, lan, run, talk at the void deck. But when it’s time to do some ritual, go to temple / columbarium etc, the priest will be rushing you and introducing you to the different to-dos and not-to-dos. You have to do so many things together as a group, and then at the end of all the activities, you become so goddamn tired.

So tomorrow is the last day of the vacation.

Smooth-sailing Journey

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Ya, 3 more weeks, if you consider English as a no-need-to-study-one subject. That’s like so soon. I should start mugging.

Anyway, I was watching vids of SNSD, 2NE1, f(x), and I realised they’re all pretty good with MR removed. They’ve all come a long way, and they certainly improved a lot.

I like this the most. Classic man.

And I’m so sorry I’ve not been confiding in inalfresco honestly these few days. Abit confused with some matters.

Maybe I’ll come to a revelation someday. After EOYs perhaps.

Till then!